honoring me



I can finally see

what I need

to sit and breathe

take a reprieve

just believe

allowed to grieve

the life i lost

covered in frost

frozen, not missed

it created this bliss

the space once filled

is now drilled

opened and gutted

painful but fuck it

free at last

clear as glass

once filled and heavy

I wasn’t ready

to see the truth

desired proof

but now I know

i continue to grow

lessons are learned

I am not burned

life unfolds

into pure gold

molding me

encouraged to be

divine + free